Fighting for another one month

It was so so so embarrassing... Ishhh... Because of the door! >_< Let's don't talk about it.

It's 20th today! Time flies so fast, one more month to go for my exam! Aghhrr, nervous and stress too! As for few subjects, I have to study by myself and I really feel a bit pressure. Try to believe what I used to believe always. I am going to cultivate myself with the books so that they will help me during my exam? Lol *getting mad because of facing the books everyday!?*

I don't know what am I hoping right now, the time to be passed faster or slower? I hope to finish the exam faster but yet afraid for the coming days, yeah I know it's confusing. I have so many to-do plans in my mind and I can't wait to carry all of them out successfully! Of course gotta to do them only after finish my exam like shopping for new clothes (CNY), read all my books (other than exams' one) and many more and I guess more to come! -.-

Only around one month left, while I still seem to be quite free and typing at here. Well, off to my books. Will try to blog more frequently after my exam, one of the thing-to-do in my list as well heeeee :D

Opsss... Just received whatsapp messages from my former manager, going to tell her the story again! The awkward moment =S

Second day of Nov

Hi ! I'm backed after few months :S

Finally I went for few trips within these few months and did what I wrote in my last blog ~ enjoy my single life! Traveled few places along with my friends, family and colleagues. Enjoyable yet memorable trips I had! :)

Planned to upload some photos and share at here. However plan failed due to the 'error'?! I've been trying to upload few photos for several times but the photos were so incomplete and I don't know why? Is there any problem with bloggers recently? As I had been away since long time ago.....

Well, just upload it another time!

I'm sick for these few days. Skin allergic + flu + cough + fever! Been visited to the doctor twice in a week! >.< Hopefully I can recover faster because I don't have the energy / motivation to do my studies / revision. *feeling guilty to the max nah!!! :( *

Learnt new things, met new people, went for vacations! Lotsa of things happened within few months. The most important is work hard, study hard and play harder to enjoy life! I'm working harder and save more for my next trip though I don't really plan anything yet! Haha... Love to travel - typical Sagittarius ^^V Hehe...

NOVEMBER please be good to me!!! Please pass a bit slower so that I have sufficient time to get all things done! Lastly, I'd like to wish my best friend "Happy Graduation" as she has her graduation ceremony tomorrow!

Favorite quote of the day: Never regrets over your choices, because every decision has its positive points! :) Be happy, good night

Enjoy my life

It has been a month since my last blog. I still remembered how sad was I when I was blogging one month ago. But... I am getting better now. =)

I am finding my new Mr. Right now! LOL... It is not an easy job as it all depends on fate and I can't do anything at all regarding this. I hope to have a perfect man for me as my big birthday present this year! Hoho!! *slap myself, being day dreaming... anyway still hoping!*

Many people told me that I should enjoy my single life. Yeah, I knew that but I don't really like to being alone. I want to have someone by my side and I can share my happiness or sadness with him and so on. Especially I'd like to hug my man! Hehe... But now hug my own pillow instead :( I was kinda envy my friends around me when I saw their boyfriends treat them nice and sweet. As my ex didn't do so to me. Just like my colleague's boyfriend, he could send my colleague a set of breakfast in the early of morning though the distance between their houses are not very near. He even drove to our office area purposely just to give his girlfriend a cup of coffee when he was not working. How sweet!

Back to working life. It is almost mid of June now. Anyhow I still have lot of clients who haven't pass their documents to me to declare their taxes! *headache* I must make it all well done by this month end no matter how! Working everyday, they said I should enjoy my special year this year but I just don't know what to do? @@ Travelling? This is so great if I have my Mr. Right now so that I will have companion to travel along with me. >.<

Alright, got to stop at here! Tomorrow will be another working day! GO GO GO!!! Never give up! :)

So hurt

I was very very upset few days ago due to some reasons. My heart was really painful because I felt that whatever he told me was like just a lie. I know this is my weakness for believing people easily. Friends around me asked me not to be silly, just forget about him. But it was always hard to say goodbye.......

The favorite hello, the hardest goodbye.....

This sentence suit my mood currently. I don't have any ideas what to do next. I should forget him, but it will definitely takes time again. I felt sad again when he was apologizing to me. What I want for the all time is just a chance, but not a "sorry". *hurt* 

First attempt in having two colors~

O.P.I New color, bling bling~ 

Get a cuticle oil for myself~

How's the design? Heh~ I prefer this color ^.^

Happy Labour Day

Happy Labour Day to everyone! :D
Feel so happy when there is holiday and I can stay at home to plan what I am going to do. I always plan to do something meaningful but usually ended up with...... -.- I promise I will open my books and study later! :P

I am planning for a trip lately. But I totally have no ideas if my trip can carry out successfully or not. Hopefully it can be succeed! I really need some getaways to relax......

It's May now!!! Peak period >___< Boss asked me if I have confidence to get everything done on time for these two months! I wish I have but clients may need to cooperate too! I am getting busy and busier starts from tomorrow! Yeah, I know hectic life is always the thing that I am looking for. Haha! I can't get used to be free and doing nothing...

I have to stop now. To concentrate on my studies...... Bye! Spend your holiday wisely~ ^^

Don't ever contact!

I will not contact with you anymore! No more!!!!

Don't ever contact with me since you've made the decision half year ago. Everything between us had over. I've deleted everything of you out of my mind. Just don't ever step into my world! I'm welcoming others but not you!

I was loving you last time but not now and also future. You were part of my past that I was really hate about. Yeah, I hate!!!!

Monday Blue

Everyone likes to say this - Monday Blue. I don't think I need it though. :P

This coming Wednesday will be a public holiday thus I have an extra non-working day in this week. *hands clap* Planning what to do..... If nobody is going to date me on that day, then I might continue studying my books at home and maybe watch a movie. Yeah, finally I bought the whole series of Final Destination. Heh~ I never watched the first and second of it as they were quite long time ago? What I can say is they are improving, it is getting more horror and scary nowadays compare to old time. It was quite boring as I watched the first last Saturday night, alone and in a dark room! Haha

Tomorrow is coming, always feel great when the next day is a holiday and no need to work. ^^ I'm going to have dinner with my friends tomorrow night. Will be another chilling night! I miss them~

It's almost 8:30pm now, time to watch Sg drama! I got the chance to watch this Sg drama when I was in Singapore last year! Awww~ I miss Singapore so much! A very nice country, at least there is public transport which can ease the people for going anywhere even they don't own cars. It's convenient!

*Wrote this blog yesterday but don't know why I didn't post it up. :3

T.G.I.F

It is always feel nice when it is Friday! So lovely, my favorite day among whole week. :) But nice day is always short, soon Monday will comes! Monday Blue~ >.< So I must treasure this precious day!

Am surfing for the web since I am backed at home around six something. Put those books aside and enjoy my lovely Friday night. Heh~ All plans gone! Hmmph.... Friends were planning to have a sweet talk tonight but it failed ended up some of them could not make it, well let's have it next time! Colleagues were talking about dessert and planned to go after work. Again failed! Due to one of my colleague need to rush to BM for her personal matter. Sad! :( My Friday night~~~

Today only I realised that there is a cafe near my house is serving refillable french fries! It suits for my friends and me. We need this kind of food badly when we are chatting! Haha... This cafe is selling Taiwanese dessert too. I want to taste Taiwanese dessert badly! I used to eat Hong Kong style's dessert often. Craving for dessert~ @@! Fat die me~ *Since I cannot have them all tonight, I am going to eat some chocolate later! :P* Sweetness always make people feel happy~ ^^

Three more weeks left for April. Hopefully I can finish all personal tax returns by time~ Heh~ God bless me!

Stop here, going out to living room to enjoy air conditioner and chocolate! Yohoooo~ :) T.G.I.F!!!

It's Thursday!

Time flies~ It's Thursday! Tomorrow will be another Friday, usually I am happy for Friday! No matter if I am going to anywhere.... Heh~

I plan to stay at home for this weekend...to study! I am so hardworking huh @@ Not feeling want to go anywhere. Just want to concentrate on studies and get some good result! :P And also get some time to clean up my messy room! Throw something away~ I hate, it seems hard to take away all one time! :( I mean it has been half year and the things are still with me. You may know what I meant it.....

People says first love was always sweet but mine wasn't. I hate myself for being too naive to believe there is a forever love in this world. Anyway it only happens in dream but not reality. Finally I awaken from it~ Yeah, it took me nearly two years! Well, I'll never contact with him anymore. All I wanna do right now is to have a better life without him which is he hope so to me! I will stay happily even without him, he is no longer the important person who live in my heart, he's moved! *My friends said I still care about him as I still kept talking about him. No, I don't think so....*

~BE HAPPY~

Gotta word hard and harder!

It's the time for me to be work hard on studies again after one year! Yup, absolutely I've been free from studying for around one year since my last exam on year 2010. It was long time ago! 

Finally I found my way to move on and here it is TAXATION! :) I should make my final decision on year 2010 instead of wasting around one year time. So sad. Lot of things to study and memorize! Hopefully I can get it all into my mind. Thanks to WW for borrowing me her textbooks and also some question papers. Appreciated~ I've to register to become a student and order some booklets! Money $$ fly again :(

Peak period is starting and I am ready to fight! Anyhow it's still under the control until now. I hope boss can give me the password faster so that I can do those e-filling and pass over to clients and reach the final stage earlier! 

Oh well, gotta stop at here. Continue with my books and drama! Heh~ I must study hard and harder so that I won't disappoint my parents! :)

Movie Sunday

Mirror mirror...who's the most beautiful woman in this world?

This is the movie I've watched today with my honey. The storyline was totally different with what we used to know since childhood. Anyway it's still a nice movie as it has a beautiful ending! What I enjoyed the most is the beautiful Snow White! She's really pretty and charming~:)

New hair color! Heh~ After approximately 3 hours in the salon yesterday, again I was the last customer. It's brighter than my previous color and it's the trend of the year! First time trying Shiseido's as hairstylist said it is specially designed for Asians. Because I used to choose Loreal's usually. Will upload the photo when I am using computer :P

Awww... I must say this was awful..for me. I am hard to accept >.< I'd rather choose to kissed by a guy instead of girl? Somemore both of us just knew nearly one month only? I didn't even do so with my besties yet. If I knew she was going to kiss me then I will say NO to her. Unfortunately it came in such a sudden and I just forced to accept. She appreciated what four of us did to her that's why she gave us such a reward! But...I don't like it. A "Thank you" probably is much more better than action.

Enjoy my life so much now! ;) I am lucky and appreciated as you asked for a break earlier. I would never know I've been changed so much when the time I was being with you. I followed your words when you asked me not to do this and that. F*ck! I'm not going to be that for anyone anymore! Being myself... I don't give a damn if you think I'm bad! I love to club so what?! I forced myself to stay at home being a good girl because you don't like me to club and you can't drink -.-

Self happiness is important! Say cheers!!!!!

Oh well it's another Thursday! Time flies... April is coming soon... Peak period for tax!

We went to have ais kacang and cendol today! Each of us ordered a plate of fried noodles from Malay stall. Mine one looked reddish but not so spicy as I still managed to finish it. We bought some food back to office after that. Bought some curry puffs and cucuk udang. Malay food today...!

We're shocked when my colleague told us something today! Anyway I hope she can stay happily everyday. We are willing to be your listener whenever you need someone to talk to okay? Yeah, 4 of us decided to do something to cheer her up tomorrow! Hopefully plan can be carried out successfully.

For this moment, I need a laptop badly! For work!!! :( I know I've spent a lot of money lately... I'll try my best to control myself not to buy things that are not useful.

Live happily for own self but not for others okay? This word is for me and also for everyone of you! My past was black and white because someone has made me blind. But I won't be blind anymore, not for anyone again. I hope to be loved again, yet I afraid to love ya...:(

I'm backed!

After few months of unemployment...finally I'm backed to my previous company and continue working at there. Time pass quite fast at here compare to the other companies which I went in the past few months, lol...

Well, nothing much to write and I am lazy to blog too. Haha.. Just want to share my recent activities.

Yeah, I just finished watching a wedding video today! It is so sweet and romantic! I wish the couple will be sweet sweet together forever and Happy Marriage to them! :)

Finally...

Finally I received a good news! Tomorrow will be my first day to work! After a long long period of resting, finally it is the time to start to be energetic. When I first stepped into Elicia's house, my phone rang and my good news came! =D

I went to her house to pass her the birthday present which I well prepared from the beginning of January, and also some of my mum home-made's cookies for her family. She messaged me that she was going to tell me a big news before I went there. I was so eager...

She told me that my manager in my previous taxation firm had resigned. What's a sudden.... She said my manager (C) was not telling them face to face but by using message. When they all received the message by last Thursday, they were so shocked. Ww was the one who replied her by asking her the reason. C replied that it is family problem which forced her to resign but all of us think that it was impossible as she had worked for a very long period at there. Then Ww asked C is it she kidding on them. C replied that she will coming back to office on Saturday to clean all her things in her room. Today her room is empty so she is serious. Now I think my boss is the one who need to anxious as so many staffs resigned recently while peak period 2012 is coming so soon! Here I can only wish all the best to my boss.

Well well, I have to prepare myself for the first day working by tomorrow. Good luck to me!!! :)

Can I succeed this time?

As I mentioned on my last blog, I had an interview to attend this morning. After filled in the application form, I met the boss in conference room and started the interview. Normally, the employers will ask me to wait for the answer. So now I am just so nervous to know that whether I can get the job or not. Hopefully I can succeed this time as I've wasted too much of my time waiting for the others.

NEW YEAR WITH NEW JOB! 

This is my new year resolution, also is my birthday wish as well! Hope to get a new job and start my entirely new life, I am looking forward, to make my life more wonderful and happier even without HIM. Who is HIM? Aheemm, a guy that I almost forgotten. I want to forget everything about him, I must stand up to show the people even I'm single, I still can live my life happily! =)

One word to describe my feeling after backed from interview : NERVOUS!

Prepare for another interview!

I got the reply to attend an interview on tomorrow morning! I had sent my resume via email to several audit firms in butterworth area yesterday. I was surprise yet excited when I checked my mailbox. One of them had reply me by asking me for an interview.

Later I am going to do some preparation for the coming interview. Hope that I can successful this time! =)

Wish me luck......

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Has all of you finished buying your new attires? I already stopped buying as I am unemployed currently so cannot afford to buy so much. =( But I bought myself a pair of sandal again, it has the bling bling decoration on top of it and most important is that it comes in pink colour! Well, I will stop spending my money and I have to save more money starts from now!!! 

Change my mind again....

Finally I had my first interview at bank last Friday. The interview took approximately one and a half hour to complete. First, I had to fill in the application form follow by a declaration form and the last one is having a test! I never know that I need to do a test in the interview. Maybe my preparation on it is not enough! The test included grammar test, logical thinking, maths and an essay to complete due to the several questions given.

Frankly, I was not confident enough because I had did not do any preparation before it well maybe is I thought it will be a simple interview. In fact, I was wrong.

I went for another two interviews yesterday. They were small factories. But I dislike the working environment. Hence, I have to look for other jobs again. My mum said I may not suitable to work in factory, she said I have to work back in audit firm again. After consideration, maybe audit firm is better for me. Now I just wish that I can get a job successfully and in a short period. =( =( =(

HAPPY 2012

今天已是全新一年的第五天了。大家在新的一年里有些什么新的心愿像要达成的呢？我本身有蛮多的，我很贪心嘛！哈哈。。。可是最最最重要特别特别特别要快快完成的就是，可以快点得到一份我想要的工作咯。

成了那么久的无业游民。。。

我想，很多人上班族在每天都想一台机器一样重复每天要去上班下班的时候，心里总想为什么工作不能和上学一样呢？ 毕竟上学都还有放假的时候，而上班一年的假期才多少啊。我是少数当中不那么想的，哈哈！我想我有一点工作狂，可是现在却无用武之地。

现在，每天醒来只希望可以收到好消息，所谓希望越大，失望越大。我真的不知道我要等到什么时候。唉。。。。原来啊，要找到一份自己想要的工作真是不简单，虽然我一直都明白这个道理。以前我总爱说，只要我想做想得到的东西，都会尽全力去争取！现在，我觉得是天时地利人和。只求上天保佑我咯！

没有工作就好比没有寄托。连逛街我也不太想去。看到朋友在过年后就要换新的工作，真是羡慕啊！可是无论如何，我不会垮下去的，一定会努力争取自己想得到的东西，才不枉此生啊！

祝大家新的一年里，事事顺利，梦想成真！！！=)