Caught a cold.....That's why my title is "Headache + Tired". I have been used so many tissue papers these two days! So torturing......
Yesterday after backed from work, quickly I took the medicine and rest. It was getting better this morning and I went to work as usual. But now, it comes back! Cannot stop sneezing and pulling the tissue papers out from the box! I don't wish to waste tissue papers (due to the environment protection issue), however I was forced to do so! :(
I'm going to take one more pill later before go to bed. Hopefully it may fully recover by tomorrow! Well, tomorrow will be another nice day! :P
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
In effort to complete my list of wishes
I'm looking for something meaningful to full up my schedule. But I always failed to do so, I hate myself very much because I don't have the determination! Starts from tomorrow I must really be determined and dedicate my time to the list of things which I've planned! *Hopefully I can do it perfectly and under my expectation!
I did have a plan in my mind for such a long period. There are few reasons why I can't make them true until now. However, I must complete them whenever I can. The first thing is to learn something which I dreamt for so long time.......Then, I must also finish reading my novel which I bought one month ago as soon as possible. I think it might be slightly hard because it is thick and those vocabularies are inscrutable. I need to check on the dictionary every time I read the novel, it can't be helped because I'm just too poor in English. :( Will try to improve it! It's one in my list too.
In fact, I admire those who have their lives in overseas. I mean those are working overseas not studying. Why? This is because I like the working environment overseas especially Hong Kong and Singapore for Asian countries. For Europe, I prefer to travel there instead of working. I like that definitely not because of the exchange rate ya as you can gain more if convert back to own country's rate.
Well, it's quite late now. I need to get ready to bed and starts a fresh new week by tomorrow! Good night!
I did have a plan in my mind for such a long period. There are few reasons why I can't make them true until now. However, I must complete them whenever I can. The first thing is to learn something which I dreamt for so long time.......Then, I must also finish reading my novel which I bought one month ago as soon as possible. I think it might be slightly hard because it is thick and those vocabularies are inscrutable. I need to check on the dictionary every time I read the novel, it can't be helped because I'm just too poor in English. :( Will try to improve it! It's one in my list too.
In fact, I admire those who have their lives in overseas. I mean those are working overseas not studying. Why? This is because I like the working environment overseas especially Hong Kong and Singapore for Asian countries. For Europe, I prefer to travel there instead of working. I like that definitely not because of the exchange rate ya as you can gain more if convert back to own country's rate.
Well, it's quite late now. I need to get ready to bed and starts a fresh new week by tomorrow! Good night!
Saturday, October 8, 2011
到底我怎么了？
这首歌形容我的心情是最贴切不过的了！可是我会是享受我接下来的人生，绝对不会是痛苦难过的！
愛 失去的愛 討不回來
我還有話想對你說
捨不得說 來不及說
離別的話最難說出口
你會找到新的生活
我會收起我的難過
相信一切都是值得
就放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你
愛 失去的愛 討不回來
我還有話想對你說
捨不得說 來不及說
離別的話最難說出口
你會找到新的生活
我會收起我的難過
相信一切都是值得
就放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你 想念你 想念你
就 放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你 想念你 想念
今天下午他把我接去他大姐家和他家人一起吃饭。虽然那一晚我们把话都摊开说清了，可是我再次见到他还是很尴尬的。我真的不知道要用怎样的态度去面对他，真的就把那一份情感抽离然后像朋友一样嘻嘻哈哈吗？可能短时间内我还办不到。他家人对我还是像以前一样好，这点我很感恩！我一整天都跟他保持沉默，因为我不知道要说些什么，总觉得说什么都不适合。那就保持沉默吧！
跟他在一起整六个小时，我们谈的话不懂有没有超过十句？很夸张吧？其实他有想要聊的样子，是我没配合（因为我实在无法隐藏自己真正的感受）我不再是难过，只是身份换了很尴尬。算了，不想了。
我现在最重要是要好好地打算自己要做的事！一个人，或许比较有空间也没烦恼，可以做任何决定，只要自己高兴就好！对！我要为自己而活！虽然我一向来都是为自己而活，有他的时候只是为我们而活，绝没想过为他而活。人要自私一点，肯定要爱自己多过爱其他人。分开当然会哭，但是哭过就好。雨后总是晴天嘛！
我们虽然对彼此还存有感觉但是现实的种种因素使我们必须忍痛分开。我同意了，虽说日后或许会有机会再破镜重圆，但是如果没办法也不必强求。勉强没幸福！我可能是不忿我的愿望被他破坏了。愿望是：希望我的初恋会是我和他一起走进教堂戴上戒指的那个人。可是现在没办法实现了。真的算了，我不追求了，我学会放下了。
愿我们都可以有更美好的未来，更美好的一切！如果你是我这一辈子的完美男人，那我们会有缘再相会；如果你不是，至少我们曾经拥有美好甜蜜的一段回忆。。。我会好好收藏在心底
愛 失去的愛 討不回來
我還有話想對你說
捨不得說 來不及說
離別的話最難說出口
你會找到新的生活
我會收起我的難過
相信一切都是值得
就放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你
愛 失去的愛 討不回來
我還有話想對你說
捨不得說 來不及說
離別的話最難說出口
你會找到新的生活
我會收起我的難過
相信一切都是值得
就放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你 想念你 想念你
就 放心去吧
祝你幸福和快樂 自由的飛
有天使在你身旁
就放心走吧
除了記得你燦爛笑容聲音以外
只能想念你 想念你 想念
今天下午他把我接去他大姐家和他家人一起吃饭。虽然那一晚我们把话都摊开说清了，可是我再次见到他还是很尴尬的。我真的不知道要用怎样的态度去面对他，真的就把那一份情感抽离然后像朋友一样嘻嘻哈哈吗？可能短时间内我还办不到。他家人对我还是像以前一样好，这点我很感恩！我一整天都跟他保持沉默，因为我不知道要说些什么，总觉得说什么都不适合。那就保持沉默吧！
跟他在一起整六个小时，我们谈的话不懂有没有超过十句？很夸张吧？其实他有想要聊的样子，是我没配合（因为我实在无法隐藏自己真正的感受）我不再是难过，只是身份换了很尴尬。算了，不想了。
我现在最重要是要好好地打算自己要做的事！一个人，或许比较有空间也没烦恼，可以做任何决定，只要自己高兴就好！对！我要为自己而活！虽然我一向来都是为自己而活，有他的时候只是为我们而活，绝没想过为他而活。人要自私一点，肯定要爱自己多过爱其他人。分开当然会哭，但是哭过就好。雨后总是晴天嘛！
我们虽然对彼此还存有感觉但是现实的种种因素使我们必须忍痛分开。我同意了，虽说日后或许会有机会再破镜重圆，但是如果没办法也不必强求。勉强没幸福！我可能是不忿我的愿望被他破坏了。愿望是：希望我的初恋会是我和他一起走进教堂戴上戒指的那个人。可是现在没办法实现了。真的算了，我不追求了，我学会放下了。
愿我们都可以有更美好的未来，更美好的一切！如果你是我这一辈子的完美男人，那我们会有缘再相会；如果你不是，至少我们曾经拥有美好甜蜜的一段回忆。。。我会好好收藏在心底
Friday, October 7, 2011
October
又是十月咯！时间过得真快，眨一下眼。。。今年也剩不多的日子了！啊。。。。又是时候老一岁啦！
其实这一点没那么重要，重要的是这一年里我有没有好好利用。哈！今天小女子我心血来潮突然想用华文来写一篇！:P
距离今年的离别还剩短短的三个月了，是该好好反省自己一年里做了些什么有意义的事，年头所定下的目标又是否实现了呢？老实说，我有一大堆目标。。。还。。。还没实现！所以，明年还是一样的目标咯。。。直到实现为止！加油！
这一两个星期里头发生了蛮多的事情，当中有泪有笑。其中一件我并不愿意分享，不过我的家人还有一些好友都已经知道了，但是事情总算也解决了，所以我就暂时把它埋在心里吧！我突然好想念那个沙滩，在那里我和他有泪有笑。。。
然后，上上个星期二是我在P.Teoh上班的最后一天，上个星期一就到之前面试成功的那家工厂上班。第一天，那个主管说她必须赶一些资料给老板所以没空教我什么，就要我自己翻翻看看那些文件自己了解。所以基本上第一天我就很无聊地度过，根本也不知道自己的职位是要做些什么。好吧，就等第二天看那位女生要叫我些什么吧！
结果第二天，我就对那份工作非常失望！:S 根本就很想逃离那个地方，我知道我的行为好像很不负责任。但是明明知道那份工作不适合自己而且也学不到东西。。。不喜欢再怎么勉强也没用的，所以我选择放弃！现在我已经在做着新的工作了，总不能让自己成为无业游民（很辛苦的。。。哈哈）今天是我第六天了！加油！虽然公司不大，办公室里人不多，但是只要工作多多就好了（认为我很笨吧？要求工作量多。。哈哈）
其实这篇blog我在拜二就开始写了，可是就一直写不完，虽然没有很长，但时间好像不够用似的！所以我决定了，无论如何今天都一定要po它！:P
**好期待等下十点钟的戏噢！Johnny English，上两个星期在电影院看了续集觉得非常好看，即好笑又有意思！棒！**
**也很期待明天~~~哈哈，因为要跟某群人一起吃饭玩乐！**
#现在听着萧敬腾的<只能想念你>，太好听了！好听的歌我可以重复播放着一整天都不会闷噢 O.o 不懂为什么，听这首歌就觉得整个人好放松。。。好自由。。。我爱好这样的感觉，无忧无虑~无拘无束！（射手座的天性？！）不过有些生气，因为百度搜狗还找不到这首歌我不能下载！讨厌讨厌啦。。。
其实这一点没那么重要，重要的是这一年里我有没有好好利用。哈！今天小女子我心血来潮突然想用华文来写一篇！:P
距离今年的离别还剩短短的三个月了，是该好好反省自己一年里做了些什么有意义的事，年头所定下的目标又是否实现了呢？老实说，我有一大堆目标。。。还。。。还没实现！所以，明年还是一样的目标咯。。。直到实现为止！加油！
这一两个星期里头发生了蛮多的事情，当中有泪有笑。其中一件我并不愿意分享，不过我的家人还有一些好友都已经知道了，但是事情总算也解决了，所以我就暂时把它埋在心里吧！我突然好想念那个沙滩，在那里我和他有泪有笑。。。
然后，上上个星期二是我在P.Teoh上班的最后一天，上个星期一就到之前面试成功的那家工厂上班。第一天，那个主管说她必须赶一些资料给老板所以没空教我什么，就要我自己翻翻看看那些文件自己了解。所以基本上第一天我就很无聊地度过，根本也不知道自己的职位是要做些什么。好吧，就等第二天看那位女生要叫我些什么吧！
结果第二天，我就对那份工作非常失望！:S 根本就很想逃离那个地方，我知道我的行为好像很不负责任。但是明明知道那份工作不适合自己而且也学不到东西。。。不喜欢再怎么勉强也没用的，所以我选择放弃！现在我已经在做着新的工作了，总不能让自己成为无业游民（很辛苦的。。。哈哈）今天是我第六天了！加油！虽然公司不大，办公室里人不多，但是只要工作多多就好了（认为我很笨吧？要求工作量多。。哈哈）
其实这篇blog我在拜二就开始写了，可是就一直写不完，虽然没有很长，但时间好像不够用似的！所以我决定了，无论如何今天都一定要po它！:P
**好期待等下十点钟的戏噢！Johnny English，上两个星期在电影院看了续集觉得非常好看，即好笑又有意思！棒！**
**也很期待明天~~~哈哈，因为要跟某群人一起吃饭玩乐！**
#现在听着萧敬腾的<只能想念你>，太好听了！好听的歌我可以重复播放着一整天都不会闷噢 O.o 不懂为什么，听这首歌就觉得整个人好放松。。。好自由。。。我爱好这样的感觉，无忧无虑~无拘无束！（射手座的天性？！）不过有些生气，因为百度搜狗还找不到这首歌我不能下载！讨厌讨厌啦。。。
Saturday, October 1, 2011
New job, New life
Started my new job yesterday. Actually I went for another new job on Monday but I quit after two days. Because I don't think the job is suitable for me.....it's a simple job, many people will definitely say I'm stupid as you no need to do anything hard but can earn money easily. But sorry, I'm not that kind of person.
I prefer a job which everyday I have lots of things to learn and complete. Perhaps I should say.....I like stress?? Stress is the emotional and physical strain caused by our response to pressure from the outside world. Be remember, it's almost impossible to live without some stress. So I think if you manage it well, it may brings some advantages to us sometimes! Just depends on how you control it.....
The job that I quit on Monday was a position work inside a manufacturing company which means factory. I know there are a lot of people who prefer to work in a factory but maybe not me. I said before that I did not like the environment of factory when I went to outside audit last year end. I thought after some times maybe I could change my mind and tried to accept it but obviously it failed! I really afraid of the environment and I didn't know why....it's too huge? Too many staffs? So I tried and.....I gave up because I found it not suitable. Besides of the environment, the job function is also one of the reason for why I left it. I thought I can learn more but I was wrong, a big corporate has too many departments and all the works split out!
Now, I backed to work in a small firm....at least I can learn something new there and upgrade myself. =)
I'm missing my previous work station and colleagues but I always remember, if you want to get something you want, you should step out bravely. Yeah, I want my bright future and here I starts my NEW LIFE! =)
I prefer a job which everyday I have lots of things to learn and complete. Perhaps I should say.....I like stress?? Stress is the emotional and physical strain caused by our response to pressure from the outside world. Be remember, it's almost impossible to live without some stress. So I think if you manage it well, it may brings some advantages to us sometimes! Just depends on how you control it.....
The job that I quit on Monday was a position work inside a manufacturing company which means factory. I know there are a lot of people who prefer to work in a factory but maybe not me. I said before that I did not like the environment of factory when I went to outside audit last year end. I thought after some times maybe I could change my mind and tried to accept it but obviously it failed! I really afraid of the environment and I didn't know why....it's too huge? Too many staffs? So I tried and.....I gave up because I found it not suitable. Besides of the environment, the job function is also one of the reason for why I left it. I thought I can learn more but I was wrong, a big corporate has too many departments and all the works split out!
Now, I backed to work in a small firm....at least I can learn something new there and upgrade myself. =)
I'm missing my previous work station and colleagues but I always remember, if you want to get something you want, you should step out bravely. Yeah, I want my bright future and here I starts my NEW LIFE! =)
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